this is a really really old post, that has been saved in draft all along, i forgot to post then i guess..now i am in my 7th semester, this post is when i was in my 4th semester..

It's been almost 6 months, since my last post. last one was about my third semester exams, and yesterday my 5th semester started.so, why now? no strong reason actually, just wanted to write tonight so writing. about the last semester. first pf all my 3rd semester results were terrible and don't want to talk about 'em. 4th semester, results are not out yet but pretty sure that they wont be as worse as previous. our college has declared 1 month holidays. by 1st of this month that month is completed, what did i do all these days? half of them i attended a in-plant training program in NFC ( nuclear fuel complex ).before the training started, i expected some work to do actually. but it wasn't an internship, its an in plant training, there is a difference and that is its short term, no work, no stipend, no serious business. but it was good too actually. i got to see some monster machines working, super hot furnaces ..etc.,my friend's uncle who works in NFC told about the job recruitment, salary and stuff like that in NFC. needs a GATE rank less than 300, to get in as a scientific officer, with 60,000 per month and can raise upto 80k to 100k in 3 years. i was like " wtf, are u serious, 60k as starting salary for a mechanical engineer..wow". it still runs in my mind, not looking ahead for M.tech anymore, just any govt. job like this one. fascinated by the salary but what about my education. din't cross my mind then. now thinking little sensibly, and now realized that i'm in a confusion again. again about the same thing as once i was before.best solution i figured for now is to stay calm, relax, do what i'm supposed to do  right now.

                                  i've been thinking lately about making short animated films about the world history, for example the story of KOREAN WAR  is a great one to start with, thinking about many other too like, history of dictators like lenin, hitler, stalin etc., world war 1, 2; vietnam war, indo china, history people, nations etc., its just an idea yet. got to work on that a lot i believe.